You may remember that Ginny is a Tai Chi Instructor. This is a sample of her Godwriting that she did at home after the Nevada workshop was over. Do you feel what I feel when you read it?
Ginny to God:
Dear God, I am in Your Presence.
Will you speak to me of Poetry, of my potential as a poet. This is something I want to be and do SO much…..I can taste it. I have played with it and written some poems that I’m very pleased with, but, I feel there is so much more inside me that I want to say. And I don’t seem to be able to find the words, the images like other poets can. I worry that I’ll never be able to write with all the beauty and feeling that I want to express. I have stopped writing altogether in the last month, and yet I know I am not done. I feel like this is my last and greatest love affair -- as a poet with words…beautiful words, that will move hearts to a higher level of love and appreciation of life. Do I have it in me to do this?
With love, Ginny
You have it in you, Ginny, of that there is no doubt. What you speak of and long for, which you call poetry or beautiful words and images is simply your longing for ME. And you are coming closer and closer to ME with every breath and every thought.
And your Godwriting is your poem, Our poem, the one we are writing together. It is the poem of discovery, of Creation and separation, and return, and the longing that strings that all together, all the threads starting and ending in Me. You are always connected through these threads to the source of all Life to ME. Even if you think you are disconnected, you are still held in this Divine filament. It feeds you constantly everything you need to do or be, whatever you desire. It is only in your mind, in your worry, that you are disconnected. In truth, there is nothing to fear. Let all those thoughts go, and turn your attention fully to ME.
I am the only Poem to write, the Beauty you feel and wish to express, and the Love that dispels all fear -- that frees your Spirit to push its way beyond any limitations you have imagined. Keep your desire burning, and come to me in thought and prayer, and together we will stoke those fires. These are the fires that will never burn you, for I am there in the center in the heart of all your longing for beauty. Leap into that fire, Ginny. Let it melt your fear until all that remains is Love, and speak from that Center, let those words ring out ….and they will be beautiful beyond measure…..