Heavenpetals

Heavenletters is the name given to the Godwriting that I write down and send out. Heavenpetals is the name given to what student Godwriters write and I send out. It hardly seems fair to call Heavenpetals student Godwriting because Godwriting is Godwriting. God makes no distinction. With Godwriting, there are no amateurs, and there are no pro’s. So far as I can tell, Godwriting is excellent to start with and doesn’t get better with practice.

Now I will share Heavenpetals from two of the great people who took the Godwriting workshop last weekend so you can see for yourself.

The first is from Beverly. To give a little background, Beverly is a single woman who is moving from Fairfield, Iowa to Portland, Oregon. Her children are grown, and for the past three years, she has given incredible care and love to her two beautiful cockatiels, Pookie and Pontouf. No birds anywhere ever have had the attention that these two have had. Because of circumstances beyond her control, Bev is not able to take the birds to Oregon with her. You can imagine her heartbreak. Bev went to great lengths and found a dream home for her two beautiful birds who, less than a week before the workshop, had moved to their new home where there is a whole family to love them. If any of you have ever been parted from a dear pet, you know that there is grieving. And you might as well know that at Godwriting workshops, there is often a great release of tears.

Beverly to God:

Dear God, why is my heart more full than it can bear? How can I carry it on this plane? (and how is it possible to love two little birds so much?)

God to Beverly:

That’s easy, silly girl, your heart is full because you haven’t been emptying it—you must learn to give more love away, spread it everywhere, learn to give It—then your heart won’t be so full and you can start to receive love also—just keep it flowing—then it won’t be stuffed and feel too full.

As for the two little birds—they were a gift to you—now they are a gift to their new family--their people and their three little bird friends. Stop worrying about them. They will be happy. You are only feeling the pain so much because your heart was stuffed —jammed, but now your giving of these dear little birds has released the excess love in your heart so it is a new beginning for you — and for the precious birds.

So keep the love flowing -- it’s time -- and don’t let your heart get so stuffed in the future.

Dear God, I seem to have stopped along the way on my path. Can you suggest a question I may ask, that Your answer will help me continue, or perhaps find a new path??

Dear Beverly, just keep going from where you left off, from where you are.

God, what do I need?

You already know what you need. Just pay attention -- have the intention and be clear about it -- then move ahead one step at a time.

God, why does it sound so simple?

Because it is simple. You already have great knowledge, so apply it. Think about it. Welcome it again. Wake up, you’ve been sleeping long enough. So what if this is a slow process? It seems new now, but it isn’t new. You want some impulse to come from Me, but you don’t appreciate what you are and what you already have. Just look within a little bit and rearrange what is already there, then tie a new bow on it and give yourself the gift of you. I know this concept is slow in coming to you, but that is how you need to hear it, slow and steady. . . because you are slow and steady. You have a solid foundation. Rest on it and bring it out.

And now we come to Stephen’s Heavenpetals. Stephen is a successful single businessman. His Godwriting needs no preface:

Stephen to God:

Dear God, I am noticing that I still fear rejection.

There is nothing to fear. Who are you calling? Yourself. There is no explaining love. It comes when it comes. It is just the movement of consciousness, loving itself. Peace is calling Peace. Presence to Presence. Let Presence know there is Presence open to Presence. Presence will flow to where it is most welcomed.

From Peace allow the movement of consciousness to open to receive consciousness. The steps in the world will happen automatically when you rest in Peace, rest in Presence. You don’t do anything. You may cooperate with the flow. You may call someone. You may answer the phone, have a conversation, but what is happening is, that you are being the love that Peace is, welcoming another ocean of love that the other is, into the love that you are. It is all about loving, not about getting anything or anyone. It isn’t companionship that you are looking for. You don’t need to look for anything. It is more of what you are already, love. It is love that you open to receive from another.

What about giving love?

The greatest gift is to receive someone else’s love. How do you feel when someone fully appreciates your love? Don’t worry about giving love, you are doing that all the time. You can’t help it. What you are looking for is those hearts who are open to receiving your love. Others are looking for that from you. So when you give that gift of fully receiving another’s love, you create the potential of other’s receiving your love due to the reciprocity principal that you receive what you give in this Universe of balance.

(later) Dear God, do You have a message for me today?

Yes, dear One, I love you. I know your heart is hurting. I know you want connection, companionship . Remember what I told you yesterday. Companionship is not what you are looking for. It is your Self, Me. I Am your Self and You Are, We Are All the Fulfillment you could want. Open to the depth of your Self now. It can only happen in the present so you may as well open now.

Don’t do anything, and everything will be taken care of. Everything is taken care of. It is always taken care of every moment. Moment to moment. I do not make mistakes.

It seems like the Self is Connection Itself.

Yes. Connection is love and you are already so much love, a totally fulfilling Infinity of love. Trust that is so and open to the Infinity of Love so you can experience it. Experience the total fulfillment that is your self. Then things may or may not happen. You don’t have to worry because you are already FULFILLED. THIS IS THE ONLY WAY TO LIVE. THE ONLY WAY TO REALLY ENJOY YOUR LIFE. THE ONLY WAY TO ALLOW ALL THE GOOD I HAVE FOR YOU TO BE RECEIVED. OPEN TO THIS NOTHINGNESS TO RECEIVE EVERYTHING YOU HAVE EVER WANTED. THIS IS THE FIELD OF ALL POSSIBILITIES. THERE IS ONLY FULFILLMENT HERE. NO SUFFERING. IT IS ALL YOURS MY CHILD! ALL YOURS !

I am so eager to hear what You will tell me next.

I love you. How does that feel? Feel My love for you. How does it feel.

It feels good.

Yes, it does! Fall in to My love. Fall into love with Me. Fall into love with yourself. Fall in love with yourself! You are so great. You are so loveable, adorable. I love to be with you all the time. You are so perfect. I made you that way. Believe it. I am yours and you are Mine. You long for another you. Who is there out there but Me? Who is out there but your Self? I know your pain. I know. Let Me hold you. I can give you what you want. No one else can. You can give your self what you want, no one else can. Just be still. Know that what you want is here, right here, now right now. It is love, it is the presence that you are. Just allow more of that. It is nothing, not a thing. Just allow, allow allow. Now you are getting it. How do you feel.

Better for a minute. Then lonely again.

Allow more of nothing. Allow completely what is. Let go. You are with me now. You long to be alone with me when you have had enough of doing, so be with me now. Relish this time of silence with me. It can be Infinitely Fulfilling. Take the opportunity that I am giving you now to enjoy being with just Me. We can have a really good time, just you and Me.

Dear God then please just hold me.

I am holding you already, and now you can feel it!

Together: “It feels like floating."

God: Touche.

Dear Readers, are you as touched by these Heavenpetals as I am? No matter whose Godwriting, no matter whom God is speaking to, He is also speaking to me. Do you find that as well? Did Bev and Stephen’s Godwriting speak to your heart?

More Heavenpetals for you here as they come in.

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