Infinite energy

Writing down a Heavenletter is the easiest thing I do. New Heavenletters come in twenty minutes or less. Some Heavenletters just fly onto the computer, and may take only ten minutes. Those are the Heavenletters that have no pauses between sentences or paragraphs. They are one continuous string of God's love. Other Heavenletters may have some waiting time.

Regardless, writing down Heavenletters is easy and seamless. Only enlivenment.There seems to be no expenditure of energy. Try and stop me from writing down a Heavenletter, and you couldn't.

I don't know what I would do if I were on a deserted island and had no pen and paper available. Heavenletters written in sand with a stick would be scuffed or rained on. I don't know what I would do.

Johanne made a great comment on the forum regarding Heavenletter # 3609, Above All, Serving God. The Heavenletter was about expending our own energy on individuals. Joaanne told very well about her giving too much of herself to individuals. I certainly can relate, and I imagine we can all relate. Even though I could relate, I think I was missing an obvious link.

I thought this morning, writing down a Heavenletter makes me blossom. As much as I love to answer emails etc., I do get worn out. There is a lot of detail and repetitive work regarding Heavenletters, and I do get worn out.

But only this morning did I seem to make the connection I needed to make. Why do I get worn out and unable to do more while I am never tired of writing down Heavenletters? I could listen to God and write down his words all day. Of course, life doesn't allow that. I expect God would not allow that. And yet why get fatigued from repetitive acts I am privileged to do? Is it not a privilege to even delete spammers from the forum? Who am I doing that for?

It should have been obvious. When I write down a Heavenletter, I know I'm doing it for God. I know without doubt. I am, of course, aware that they go to Heavenreaders, and I am very happy for that, yet I am writing down a Heavenletter to serve God. I type a Heavenletter, knowing it is for God, and I also know that it is from God. It's not my responsibility (except to show up.)  God clearly sends the Heavenletter.

Now I'm wondering. With everything else I do besides writing down Heavenletters, the things I love to do and the things I may not love to do, if I could remember, not only that these acts are in service to God rather than in service to an individual or individuals, but also remember that it is not I as an individual who is doing them, that God is working through me the same as He does with Heavenletters, would I get tired? Would I ever not want to do the repetitive details?

If I could remember that nothing comes from myself alone,  would I then never burn out? Would everything my heart, mind, and hands do then become effortless?

And knowing that all I do comes from God and to God, then would others' reactions ever give me a moment's pause? I would know once and for all that others' reactions are irrelevant to me.

If I could remember, if I could always come from the place that all I do comes from God and to God,  would I then be fully unattached instead of attached?

That's as far as I could get this morning though I think there is more for me to get.

Today, whatever I am doing, I will remember the flow of God to God through me, and see what happens.