Well, here I am. I woke up early this morning -- 2 a.m. as a matter of fact. I wrote down the new Heavenletter for today, and now I come to the blog.
I have about ten drafts of blogs written ahead, and, at this moment,I'm not satisfied with any of them, so I think I will ramble for a while.
Ah, here's a thought:
A dear friend encouraged me to set intentions and do affirmations and such about remaining in South Africa so Heaven Admin and I can work together to better move Heavenletters™ forward in the world.
To insert myself in the way my friend suggested did not feel like the right thing for me to do. It felt clear to me that it was not necessary to do anything but to continue as I am. When my friend wrote, I realized that I hadn't been thinking about my situation at all.
The idea of trying to command an outcome was unsettling to me. I began to wonder if this sort of trying to direct an outcome is old world thinking and not in line with the new consciousness that is rising. In any case, what my good friend suggested did not feel right to me.
The thought of trying to use techniques to direct an outcome, contrary to its purpose, seemed to detract from the calmness and confidence that I was feeling.
Because of my friend's suggestion, I learned some things. I learned, not only that I am growing, but also that I have grown. Hurray!
Once upon a time I had to have everything my way, and I don't have to anymore!
My friend pointed out the dichotomy I had earlier expressed between letting nature take its course or taking it into my own hands. It dawned on me at this point that the dichotomy was a dichotomy of my intellect and not my heart, and the heart is what counts.
I used to have way too much holding on. Way too much.
That Heaven Admin is going to meet with the immigration office and see about sponsoring me is much more than I could ever dream of. His going the extra mile is another avenue of his great support of Heavenletters™. He is always thinking of the greater good of all.
Now I'm going to go back to bed. I'll hold off posting this blog entry until I can look at it in the light of day...
...Okay, now it's the light of day! It's March 21, the first day of Spring in the Northern Latitudes and the first day of Autumn in the Southern Latitudes.
I went back to bed at about 5 a.m. and when I woke up again, I wrote to God and knew what to end this blog entry with!
It will all straighten itself out. You are right that you do not have to do anything. Enjoy right now. Everything will fall into place. You are right to not resist and be happy with what comes. I will tell you that you will be very happy with what comes.
Normand was indeed right when he said the life script I'm writing is a thriller! The suspense! What does God have up His sleeve?!!!!